Saturday, December 21, 2013 6:21 AM
Thoughts.
It's nights like these that I'll probably miss the most.
Being with someone who is very important to you, but never being certain of what you are to them is really hard. So I'm going to take everything as a negative from here on out. It'll make leaving here a lot easier. And if I leave on a good note, hopefully things will just fall perfectly into place for you.
I used to enjoy the fun and games but now it's just hard, it's hard to be uncertain all the time and its hard not to be able to express myself truly, but what can you do.
If I were as important to you, as you say I am, them by now I'd know it, but it's only just beginning to show.