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I sped out of work today knowing that I had to pick up my baby and bring him to emergency vet. I couldn't face it alone though and I didn't know who else to call, so I asked kim to come with me. I got to the vet and it took around another 20minutes until we actually left but as soon as I saw him and got him in the car I couldn't stop crying.
He was breathing heavy, he looked miserable and there was a drop coming from his leg. For, it being in his arm to his leg. He's not getting any better and finance is becoming a huge issue here.
Of only you had seen the state he was in. If you'd ever met him before, he's the happiest, jumper and luckiest pup you'll ever meet. He went from that to this dog who wouldn't even look at me.
Unless you have a pet yourself or a child or something so very important to you, you'll never understand the love I have for my dog. He's almost like my own son, and when you see him in a state like this, all you want to do is cry. I basically cried for those 3 whole hours. Drove there I'm tears, left there in tears and I'm still sitting here in tears. Not bragging, being honest.
The thing that upsets me the most is the fact that I could've prevented this. I could've taken away all the pain that my poor baby is going through right now. This didn't have to happen and wouldn't have if I had just gotten him vaccinated from the beginning. He wouldn't be suffering as much as he is now.
It's all my fault and I regret every second I had to get you vaccinated and didn't because now you're suffering so much.
I'm so sorry buddy, I never meant to do this to you. Please get better honey. Please.
All I want is to see my happy little buddy all better again.
It's been 6 nights on crying myself to sleep now honey, please get better.